Spotlight

I hate being in the spotlight. I refrain from cameras and pointed questions, anything that makes me feel like I am the sole focus. That being said, this weekend was my bridal shower. No matter how hard you try, the bride (me) is the spotlight. 

I actually enjoyed myself. I stopped focusing so much on the fact that I was the spotlight and focused more on the fact that the people that came were people who loved me. I am so grateful for all the help that my family has been giving me with the wedding planning. We are now in the final month and I know that things are starting to get crazy. I am grateful that despite all that is going on their lives they have made me a priority because they love me. 

It is an awesome feeling being loved. I love that my family loves me, my future Wilcken and that Preston loves me. Oh my, coming back to Utah was fun knowing that he was here waiting for me I am so grateful for all that he is in my life and I can't wait for the next month to fly by. I am grateful for the chance to be sealed to a wonderful man for time and all eternity. :)